current feeling: overwhelmed

solution:

1. Postpone all "responsible" type activities

2. Buy a plane ticket. 

3. Pack a carry-on

4. Move to Barcelona for a year or two.

5. Master the Spanish language and make some new friends. 

I'll also learn to make the best paella ever... I'll just try not to be too stressed over the shrimp heads. 

Sounds like a perfect plan to me...